Alright, I really need to talk about this pet peeve of mine. It's so annoying. Why can't people just wash their fricken hands? Is it that hard? Seriously, when people go to the bathroom, and just flush and come right out, it sickens me. They need to wash their hands. When people cook without washing their hands, I really do not want to eat what they make. Sure, I'm a little OCD, and I clean my hands so much that they chap up really bad and peel, but at least I know they're clean. If you're going to be around me, please, PLEASE, learn to wash your hands...it's not that hard, seriously!
I did a lot of thinking about life today. It has been a really hard day for me today. Sometimes, life just gets me really down like it has today. I can't help but thinking, "why?" to almost everything in life. I see pain on my friend's faces, and it kills me. My step-dad asked me if I hated him for all of the stupid choices he's made, and that really kills me. How can he think I could hate him, after all he's done for me and Jamie? Seriously, how many men do you know would take on the responsibility of raising kids that aren't their own? As far as I'm concerned, he is my dad.
What can I do to stop making them hurt like that, especially when I'm hurting too? I can barely drag myself out of bed or make me do things that I really need to do, but I would muster up the energy to put smiles on the faces of the people I love...if only I knew how. It kills me to see them in pain like this. How can life be so unfair to so many people? And then how come a lot of time, people who have a "good life" look down on people who are struggling just to get through a day?
Life confuses the heck out of me.
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