I say no to hanging out, and my friend gets mad at me. See, this is why I don't ever like saying no. I'm still not getting anything done. Today was an extreme blah day. I hate everything about life today. I couldn't get out of bed, I couldn't get myself motivated to do anything, and I can barely stay awake now. Why is that? I wish all days could be "good days" for me, but as I'm finding out, that's almost impossible for someone like me.